Am I that really pretty, attractive, hot, sexy etc blablabla, that at this age, somebody will be willing to spend money to buy me things for myself even if I am already married? Gzzzzz my ego is so big now. I feel so sexy and special. It's very tempting!!! Am I really that worthy?
I love my earning. A little too long and catchy, but I love it. Any simple look will turn into eye catching style. And with my simple makeup get up, it just makes me feel different. 
Self-confidence is appealing that makes you feel beautiful and make you look beautiful. Those people who have bitterness in their heart will never appreciate anything but find ugliness in everyone. However, I am still thinking whether to put this on my FB because, some may find it vain!!! lols..
I have so many wellness plans for me and my family to claim on our company insurance. I want to take advantage of all the benefits that are given to us by our company. These benefits are given to us to ensure good health, so I am taking advantage of it.
First, I am already enjoying the increased amount for massage therapy for me and my family. I am just waiting for the reimbursed money so I can start using it for the future massage therapy for me and my family.
Second, I will be calling the company insurance to make sure that the workout dvd and the running shoes are covered under our wellness account before purchasing. I don't want to watse my money on something that is not on our budget.
Thirdly, I want to get a new pair of orthotics or orthopedic shoes that I will use for my workout, including my dancing and running. My feet is killing me and I need a good foot wear to support my legs on all my fitness activities.
These are just some of my plans in using the benefits of our company insurance. I have some more and I want to make sure to purchased everything that me and my family need.
I filled up a lot of claim form yesterday before I go to bed. One pending claim for my orthotics from our previsous insurance company for more than 5 months already. Well I still have until March to submit the claim form. I need the money so I make sure to submit earlier than March. I hope to get the money soon.
I also spend a lot of money for my daughter Kelly's prescribed frame and lenses. I hope I will received that reimbursed money soon , before the bills arrive.
Well, at least my mind is so focus now on doing things I need to do, instead of making my mind fly form all these nonsense insanity. Well, I still have this insanity inside but I will never get into my way anymore.
I am surpirsed how many military people are on the dating sites. Most of them are 35 years old and above and are looking for a relationship. They have spend all their lives serving for the country. 
I have talked to one man and he will soon be retiring. He is now waiting for his mortgage refinancing result for the renovation of his house. He wants his house to be updated before his retirement.
He told with me about how MilitaryVALoan.com have helped him to get 1% reduction that can save him $100 to $600 per month without any extra expenses. Aside from this, he can also get up to $6000 for energy efficient improvements.
He was also given some ideas on whether to keep or sell his old house by the expert real estate brokers at Trulia.com.
Its so funny how these people criticized my vanity of applying makeup, only after seeing them putting makeup as well. It only shows that there is nothing wrong with using makeup since I am a woman. Makeup is use to enhance our beauty. 
However, I always believe that beauty always comes from within. If you feel that you are beautiful, it will come out from your eyes making some people notice it by the way you carry yourself with confidence.
If this blog is also being visited by some obnoxious people in my life, it will really pissed them off because my pausing is another showing off my vanity... hahahahah.. Oh well, I can't post it on my FB because I am trying to pissed some peepz, but if they keep visiting my blogs, I can't do anything about it.
I just want to show my love for my new hairstyle. Some people find it weird on me since they are not used to me having bangs, but some find it nice and some find it nice, with or without the bangs.. hahahah!! I don't really care about how people see me with my new hairstyle. All I care about is how I see myself in the mirror.
Just showing my vanity.. I use my favorite Mineral Makeup recipe for this picture and I like the way it looks on picture.
As much as I wanted to post all my pictures on facebook but some of my fake friends will find it OVER confident I guess, so I'd rather post it on my blogs.
I will continue to do what makes me happy and just go with the flow of life. If breaking the rule is what it will lead, I will pray hard to keep me from going there. 
This New Year, I will always choose to smile and be happy. I will try my best not to be so emotional about everything that comes in my way. Maybe being emotional and cautious about thing can really lead to the right path, but it always gives me something to look back "What If"?.
I cut my bangs for a change look this new year. I took a picture of me and post it on my fcebook. I know some people might race their eyebrows again because I keep changing my profile pictures. Who cares? I am vain hahahha!!!
It's not how I expected it to look like but it's okey, it made me look different. It will look weird when I start wearing hairnet at work and after taking the hairnet off. But it's okey, it will grow fast and in 2 weeks time, it will go back it it's normal style.
This is my new picture and I am happy how I look everytime I took a picture of me. I sometimes can't belive it myself if this is really me. And at the same time, I question why some people at work will try to put me down by trying to convey to me that I am UGLY. 
I may not be perfectly beautiful but I am happy with what I see everytime I look at myself in the mirror. And taking a picture of myself shows more, that those people who keeps putting me down, have no right to point out my physical flaws knowing that their flaws are far worst than mine.
All of them are allured with my beauty in my pictures. I am sometimes asking myself if I am really that pretty. And if I really am, why all these people keeps pulling me down in terms of physical appearance.
Although the truth is, I really dont consider myself that pretty, but I never see myself as Ugly as these people are trying to make me feel. I am always looking in the mirror and I know what are the flaws I have. But most of the time, I smile and thankful for what has God has given me. I may not be perfect but I am happy and thankful for myself.
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