Happy And Sad

I don't know if I will be happy or sad to hear that our department will not be affected by the comapny reduction.

I am Happy of course, because despite of all the economic crisis that has been going on in every part of the world, here I am, very lucky to have a good paying job.

I am Sad because this only mean that I will be stuck with this life for a long time. It will take time before I can pursue my plan to change my life, or perhaps I have no more chance to change my life at all.